| So A new year has begun, and I decided to do something new. I decided to actually have New Year Resolution, and actually stick with them this time. My luck they turned out to be a long list of stuff that just made me more depressed. Since my birthday, I decided I was going to use the last 2 weeks of 2008 examining what is/and could be wrong with me. It was no easy task since I am one messed up guy (I think), but I told myself it is a challenge, how hard could it be to self critique yourself? Right? Well It is harder than you think, especially when you love yourself too much... As many will remember it is ALL about Me! SHHhh! Dont tell anyone. So, this year the obvious: - Try do do everything possible NOT to have another flair up.(Including taking meds.)
- Take meds... (PROPERLY!)
- Loose weight. (Ambitiously 20KG by April)
- Be a nice guy for a change, and try to actually barf rainbows.
- Pay more attention to the Studio.
- Stop being a drama Queen on productions, and just do the flipping work.
- Learn to be a producer for a change.
- Remember Birthdays.
- Spend less time on the computer, and go out.
- Stop going out at 10PM and returning at 6AM. (Basically be in bed by 12AM)
- Wake up before noon. EVERY DAY!
- (Embarrassing Resolution 1)
- (Embarrassing Resolution 2)
- Stop taking Taxis. ANYWHERE. (Okay limit them at least)
- Learn to Cook.
- Learn Japanese, Mandarin, Cantonese (At least 1)
- Take all acting jobs that come my way... Even the troublesome ones, because I learned that I learn a lot more from those roles.
- Limiting consumption.
- Finally... No matter what the excuse is, do my best to become a family man.
Okay, there we have it. Now lets see if I can stick with it... So far 11 days in, and I've been doing pretty darn good. Got myself a personal Trainer, and he is a wonder... He kicks my butt but I never felt so happy to go thru brutal training. And I never thought I would ever say that about YOGA. So, If there was ever a 20, it would probably be to make the bed every morning-- Sigh. |
